It is time to say

Many readers may wonder about the relationship that gathered me with sunshine.
Sunshine talked a lot about me. And it is my time to speak. Of course if someone wants to know about some problems, he/she has to listen to both of the sides.:)

Sunshine talked about the blog.

When I joined the new group, I met sunshine in the new class. I still remember that day when she called me and asked about the courses of that day because she was absent. At that time I realized that she suffers from asthma. And I'm sure she remember how afraid I was about her. When I called my uncles in Baghdad and asked them about good doctors in Baghdad. But there was no one perfect at that time.

I'm sure that sunshine remembers that day when her grandpa fell dangerously ill and when I told her about some of my family friends that can help her. And I called her everyday and ask about her grandpa who was in the hospital because I really considered him as mine.

Also she remembers that day when a horrible explosion happened near her house and I kept asking my mom to let me go to her house to help and spend the daily horror with her, i wanted to share her everything, but mom refused because after that the governorate announced a curfew.

And the day of her mom's birthday, when I called her mom and talked to her directly, and how glad , happy and SHY I was.. I just laugh when remember those nice days. The happy occasions are wonderful.

She also remembers the days of explaining the difficult sections of different courses, and how grateful she was. Different course and many especially the chemistry because the teacher was really not perfect, and I did never feel bored, because I considered her my other best friend, and the friends do their best for each other.

Also when I told her about things that I have never told anyone before, I told her because I considered her , hmmmmmm.... silence

One day she told me about her blog, because we both trusted each other and I felt comfortable with her and free that can speak fluently and freely. I gave her help, love , trust and I was sincere with her and honest with everything I told her and every feeling that I felt about her, I did never act as she said.

I consider the idea of blogging at first as a silly one, but she kept telling me about her articles, and how I admired her because I thought that finally I could find someone can understand me and share me my thoughts and feelings.

Then I created a new blog. And I can't deny that my first article was VERY bad and she asked me to stop writing in English, she suggested writing in Arabic because I'm very good. Then I deleted that post, when I told daddy, he said that I can improve my English, he said it is good post if we realize that this is your first essay in English. And in fact I didn't care so much about English, but not after I realized that it is the language of the world that everybody has to learn.

Then, one of my family members took my password and as stupid behaviour he/she changed the password and didn't tell me, I didn't tell sunshine, I wanted to take the password at first. Then I told her in a comment, and at that day I wasn't at home.

When I came back home, I called her twice and asked her to check my blog and tell me her opinion because I CONSIDERED HER A FRINED.

Then, in the noon, she called me and said that I steal many words and sentences, also the background, the style of talking about hope and life, also the images, and also the idea of R's computer.

I answered all her questions, but there were surroundings around her mind that she didn't want to listen.In the afternoon, I checked my blog and found that wayne and programmer craig left two nice comments on my blog. Then as usual I checked her blog to leave a comment.

and because it had been a long time since my last visit. I was surprised that she wrote a post talking badly about me.

I deleted that blog and created one another.

Here is my answer,

" Dear sunshine, I'm sure that you remember the nice days and moments that we lived together, and the nice thoughts and opinions that we shared. You think that I have evil intention. But be sure, no!!!!!!!

You said that I faced charity with harm, and I say I myself didn't consider what I did for you as charity, I considered it as duty between two dear friends.

You said it is your battle, but I don't consider it as a battle, because I am not your enemy, I'm the best friend that you had one day and I will always stay like that.

About the background, I chose the rosy one because I really love this color and you know, I don't choose something I don't like.

About the images, I took all my images from the website 123greetings.com and you told me about it.

Also the titles of my blog like spirit of Eid, I chose the title from the same website too.

The sentences you talk about I can find them everywhere in dictionaries , effective movies and I use them because I see they fit with the aim that I try to give. When I talk about something leads to think of hope, I choose words refer to hope, the same is done with all the other subjects.

Never ever give up, I already love this sentence from the movie Titanic.

I write about different things, the all that I feel of and want others to know and like to dictate.

About R's computer, you remember that once when we sat together around the pc in the computer hall and asked the girls about R's condition.
You also remember and I asked girls too to make sure of this information.
When I told you about the idea, and I was able to not to tell, because that way we will be united more and more and we will become just like one family. I was able myself to buy it and then see all the others praise me and their admiration for me will increase and will be larger, but no. you know that I'm one of whom like to do good things for other by sharing others.
Sunshine! The language was found to make people able to communicate with each other, not to be separated. :)

Sunshine! Don't hate me, because I love you!! and you know!! who wants to achieve something has to love everybody and everything. Right?

I hope that my idea will reach like yours. And learn that I did never talk about this subject at all, but this is the sun that can't be seen except in the clear sky. I think that by this the sky can be clear.

I just wonder, you said " if you don't change your style, you will see the other face of sunshine!".

Is this the other face? I don't have any other face, i have one lovely one, one you know and believe..

Sunshine!! You hurt, didn't listen to me and then gave me pain..
Dear, without you I was able to start again.."

Because the sun can't be seen except in the clear sky,
Sandybelle

Updating,
three or four weeks later, sunshine found herself agian in Sandybelle's need of help. sunshine had a problem to understand a subject, maths point, but sandybelle again helped her, and sunshine later sent her an sms thanking her, saying
"thanks so much, its just my brain was like inside a box cant understand anything. you helped me, thanks. and the box was locked well."
i said,
" thank god we found the key.. dont worry, everything will be ok. send my wishes to your family. and take care of your grandma"..

the life is weird!!!

NB: If someone wants to know me more, I advise him/her to read my posts as much as he/she can. And I consider this post as a nice chance to thank my dearest mojo, 123greetings group ,the dear alice, and every good reader fill my life with nice words. words full of power.